Bemesderfer S
San Francisco Psychoanalytic Institute, USA.
J Am Psychoanal Assoc. 2000;48(4):1521-39. doi: 10.1177/00030651000480040301.
The author's son was diagnosed with Hodgkin's lymphoma in the spring of 1997. She traces the impact of this trauma on her practice, with specific emphasis on her experience as both analyst and mother, and on the related countertransference feelings and enactments. The paper discusses in detail the analyst's effort to determine for each patient whether or not to disclose the fact of her son's illness, the internal conflict she experienced over those decisions, and the effects of her decisions on her patients. An extensive case discussion focuses on a patient who appeared to intuit in a dramatic fashion the traumatic events in the analyst's private life.
1997年春天，作者的儿子被诊断出患有霍奇金淋巴瘤。她追溯了这一创伤对自己执业的影响，特别强调了自己作为分析师和母亲的经历，以及相关的反移情感受和行为表现。本文详细讨论了分析师为每位患者决定是否披露自己儿子患病这一事实所做的努力、她在这些决定上所经历的内心冲突，以及这些决定对患者的影响。一个广泛的案例讨论聚焦于一位似乎戏剧性地直观感受到分析师私人生活中创伤事件的患者。
