Self-Participation Experiences among Well-Adapted Hemodialysis Patients.

A successful self-participation experience empowers patients to adapt to living with hemodialysis. However, few studies regarding the subjective experiences of such patient participation have been conducted. This study's purpose was to describe hemodialysis patients' perspectives on integrating hemodialysis into a new life regarding self-participation experience. A qualitative study using the grounded theory method was applied. Thirty-two well-adaptive hemodialysis Taiwanese patients attended in-depth interviews. "Integrating hemodialysis into a new life journey" was identified as the core category guiding the entire self-participation experience of hemodialysis patients. The three antecedent themes were "Sense of worthlessness", "Life is still worth living", and "Friendly and joyful atmosphere of the hemodialysis room". Once the patients went through the three antecedent themes, they gradually began making efforts to participate more fully in their hemodialysis. Within this participation experience, the hemodialysis patients exhibited these four interactive themes: "Overcoming one's predicament", "Integrating self-care skills into my life", "Resuming previous roles and tasks", and "Adapting to independent living". Finally, most adaptive patients master the hemodialysis life. Encouraging patients to discover that their life is worth living and providing a friendly and joyful atmosphere in hemodialysis units are the keys to facilitating patients' self-participation more fully.