A Qualitative Exploration of "Mother First" Identity and Antiretroviral Adherence among African American Women Living with HIV in the Mid-South Region of the United States.

The majority of African American women living with HIV are of child-bearing age and large numbers of these women express a desire to have children. Extant research suggests that motherhood provides HIV-positive women with a sense of hope and normalcy and, in some cases, is associated with positive HIV-related health behaviors. Guided by the tenets of the culture-centered approach (CCA), this qualitative study sought to understand the relationship between motherhood identity and ART adherence among a sample of 50 African American women living with HIV in the Mid-South region of the United States. Our theoretically-informed thematic analysis of in-depth interviews with all 50 women produced three primary themes: (1) experiencing HIV through the lens of motherhood, (2) the physical and social realities of the "mother first" orientation while living with HIV, and (3) the impact of the "mother first" orientation on ART adherence and self-care. These findings identify how participants' "mother first" identity orientation interacts with their sociocultural environment to enable and constrain their attempts at ART adherence. The findings also provide empirical evidence to support the CCA's theorizing regarding the ways in which the materiality of structures interact with symbolic cultural meanings to (re)produce health inequalities.