Why did he say that? Teaching physicians-in-training how to recognize hidden emotions in end-of-life prognosis conversations: an autoethnography.

: Intuitively accessible via WhyDidHeSayThat.com, this article begins with two unconscionable end-of-life prognosis-related quotes from best-selling physician-author, Atul Gawande, and an unnamed doctor, asking: "Why did he say that?" The article then proceeds to answer this question by showing how physicians' most common end-of-life communication blunders are rooted in their unexplored emotions. Healthcare's only widespread communication training focused on examining the role of hidden emotions in influencing the flow of conversation is found in Spiritual Care's "Verbatim" education modules. While the need for physicians' emotional self-awareness for improved end-of-life communication has been identified in the literature, no one has explored how this need might be met by custom-tailoring Spiritual Care's "Verbatim" education modules for physicians-in-training. : This article utilizes the qualitative research method of autoethnography to grant physicians access to the content and power of Spiritual Care's "Verbatim" education modules for identifying hidden emotions in clinical communication. : Using a profound personal example from the author's firsthand experience of the suggested training tool, the "Verbatim" module is shown to grant revelatory self-knowledge and invaluable emotional intelligence. The same model then illuminates the physician cases. : Spiritual Care's "Verbatim" education modules address universal issues of clinical communication and emotional self-awareness that are applicable to physician-patient/family conversations surrounding end-of-life decision-making. Customizing these communication modules for physicians-in-training may help to address physicians' emotionally-triggered conversational miscues in end-of-life prognosis communication. Existing programs for complementary end-of-life communication training are noted, and it is claimed that a combination of each of these models, together with the proposed module, may be ideal. It is also admitted that no form of education or training can ensure ethical communication. Therefore the ultimate solution is to supplement communication training with real-time, third-party support and accountability. This can be achieved by the "Doctor Body Cam" intervention protocol, accessible via DoctorBodyCam.com.